Full moon rising

That darned Astrobarry - if he isn't always scarily spot on: "Pretending it's all peachy-keen might seem like a smart move—until, that is, the bad vibes build up and you hit a final straw and go totally ballistic. You don't want to wait that long, then reach a point of no return, do you? If you've got gripes that, if voiced, could possibly improve a near-unbearable situation, then voice 'em already." - this come in the middle of a week of feeling both vindicated that my analysis of strategic directions and arising staff needs has been vindicated at work, and very usatisfied that meanwhile, until recruitment catches up, my workload is completely undoable and I crap about being behind in everything and not able to focus on anyone thing for more than 2 seconds, or set up a ne project with the attention it deserves (not yet anyway).

It's so hard to have a tantrum when you don't know exactly what you want...

"and anyway I don't know exactly what kinds of project I want ideally but maybe less of them, or less work on each of them, or with more technical mentors for accelerated learning,and, um, yes, consoldating an area of work sounds dandy - but not at the expense of losing others, and anyway, as well as input into lots of things I want to be left alone to think and write uninterrupted, on higher pay, with less hours - OK??"